Archive for May, 2010

Whither, Whence and How

Sunday, May 30th, 2010

With an ardent prayer I prostrate before the Divine Mother who is Jnanaakaasha Paraasabda-roopini to give me the light of wisdom to pen the following:-

It was a cold but pleasant midday in December 1952. Myself, a Bombay Government Officer, and a relation who had arrived from Bombay on route to Mangalore were standing on the Poona Railway Station.  From the other end of the platform suddenly a totally un-known person clad in dhoti walked up to us and accosted me, ‘You will be initiated by a Sadguru at the Ajna Chakra’, and having said that much he moved off as fast as he had come towards us.  None of us three understood what he had said and quite forgot all about it.

After about a year or so I was again standing on the broad-gauge platform of the Poona Railway Station for no apparent reason at all.  The Bombay-Madras Express arrived.  Right in front of me was the carriage in which was seated holy Divine Mother.  A large gathering of devotees had come to see Her; and some had followed Her  from Bombay to Poona.  I admired their devotion.  The train moved off to the Jaya Ghosha of these sincere devotees.

At the time it did not occur to me how my future was indissolubly linked with this Mother of infinite powers and perfections.  The day for the meeting was yet far off!! After this event my interest in the Yoga systems awakened and many divine as well as friendly agents lent a helping hand in my search for the Unknown.  Literature on the Kundalini Yoga and Hatha Yoga flowed in.  I soon saw that the whole of Indian ancient literature had only, one burning topic to describe and that was the Yogic Sadhana of various ways.  But hardly anyone who knew the practical side of it was at all to be found.  Description of the chakras as outlined in the Saundarya-lahari of the great Acharya, Lalitha sahasranama, the Goraksha Shataka, the Siddha Siddhanta Paddhati, Hathayoga Pradipika, Geeeehranda Samhita, Shri Gurudutta Yoga, numerous songa of the saints of India which describe the seven chakras, writings of Tukaram, Jnaneshwar, Nivritti etc, engrossed my attention.  Even the Megha Doota of Kalidas was shown to be coded Yoga Shastra.

Again in 1956, when I visited one day a friend in Bombay there was a Hyderabadi astrologer. At the first sight as I entered he said, ‘I do not know you at all but I predict that you are a devotee of Shakthi, and what is more you will be initiated by a Sadguru from the south.  At that moment I did not know what he meant, for the concept of Shakthi was far from my mind, though in truth unknowingly I was worshipper of Shakthi.  This I gleaned only after initiation by Divine Mother and entirely due to her Grace.  I became aware of the fact that I had been a Shakthi worshipper all along and learnt the meanings of many events that had happened to me from childhood, the manner in which Shri. Sadguru paved the way and guided one in life by significant steps.  So my destiny awaited me if only I would wake up for the emergence of the Light of the Self,  When I met in the summer of 1962 Divine Mother at Madras, and heard Her divine voice the link of Guru-Shishya was soon established by Her Grace.

I had read that, ‘A man can withdraw himself (i.e. turn inwards or be antarmukhi) as easily as he can get out himself (i.e. become Bahirmukhi).  There is a canker of doubt in every thought, and a margin of risk in every act.  Such is the human drama.  The ambiguity of human life lies precisely in the fact that most of us do not know whether we are what we are, or merely playing a part.  Very often, even when we play a part we convince ourselves that we are our own selves.

I had also read, ‘that the Ajna spot on the forehead of Sri Ramakrishna Paramahamsa had been pierced with a glass piece by another saint to activate it’.  And, ‘That an Afghan saint of Jangli Maharaj Road, Poona by kissing Sri. Meher Baba between the eyebrows on his forehead activated his Ajna’.  But such saints who could do it, did it out of their own choice and grace, and are not many in this world.  Many even today contend that the Yoga practice should commence at the very bottom chakra and step by step one should reach the sixth stage, which is Ajna, the sixth form of the yogic study.

It was a revelation to me to hear Divine Mother telling in clear resonant voice to the assembly at Vrija, Madras.  “You are Consciousness, you are not the mind, you are not the body, you are divine.  Concentrate on the divinity within you, meditate on Him by steady contemplation, you will then soon be able to still your mind, the body-consciousness will vanish, sense of individual egoism cease, and you will feel that Prakash. The Divine Light will flood you with ecstatic joy.  In such supremely blissful condition you will dissolve yourself into the Divine.  He reveals Himself in you.  All mundane desires become dead.  Your vision becomes universal.  Your love goes out towards all beings alike.  You realize that you are the very embodiment of Brahman.”

These words that I heard thrilled me to the inmost core and I was inwardly praying that this Supreme Sadguru may initiate me into the very mystery She was so ringingly speaking about to the audience.  Very soon She did so.  How supremely happy I felt then.  The very thought fills me with joy even at this moment.

………to be continued

–  Sri. B.V Rao, Bombay

The Quest Of The Unknown

Sunday, May 23rd, 2010

The search for the Unknown has existed from time immemorial in our ancient land Ajanabha–varaha; which later came to be known as Bharatha–varsha, and in our own times as India.  It has been the usual practice of such aspirants in search of the Unknown to assemble together in retreats far away from the maddening crowds at the feet of a Sadguru.  With his help, as well as constant discussions amongst themselves they tried to reach their goal.  The Guru usually was a Dharma–megha, a Shrotriya, and a Brahma–nishta.  He imparted his experience, gave the necessary guidance and watched their progress.  In such good company and environment of Satsangha, the group developed spiritual consciousness.

Shravana was followed by the practice of Manana, and Nidhidhyasana.  The aspirants after many years of sadhana eventually attained the goal which is Brahma–hood.  For, it is stated, Brahmavid Brahmaiva Bhavathi.

The aspirants used to address the Guru “O Venerated one, the Vedas declare Brahman is this Universe as well as its cause.  Who is this Brahman?  How did we come into this existence?  What is the foundation of life on earth?  How can we attain the fullness in life?  Who planned this universe which functions with precision and perfect regularity?  Who really maintains the balanced condition which we witness?  What is the substratum in which we live, move and have our being? O Master, we have searched all shastras and the Vedas but get no convincing answer.  Diverse accounts are given therein.  Some say that what we see as creation is governed by time and space.  Others say that the seed determines the tree and the fruit. That is the swabhavashakthi in the seed that determines its development and dissolution.  Some talk of karma as the root cause of the existence of different species as well as individuals.  Others again attribute creation to the five great elements.  Some others declare that the Jivatma is the cause of the universe.  So we are confused and really wish to learn through your grace the knowledge that removes our ignorance (Avidya)  O’ kindness personified, teach us, we prostrate before you in all sincerity.”

The Sadguru, an ocean of kindness, told them “Mounam is Brahman” i.e., in the depth of silence they would find the answer for their queries.  Everything emanates from Brahman.  One should seek him in meditation.”  He very graciously instructed them according to each person’s capacity and level of understanding through proper initiation.  For, initiation is the light that lights the wick in an unlighted lamp.  Even though it may be full of excellent oil or ghee, with a good wick alone it cannot light itself to illuminate everything else around and itself either.  So the need for another lit lamp to give it the necessary life–start.  Thereafter with concentrated effort they steadily turned their minds from the outward to the inward.  The extroverts became introverts.  By sustained meditation and with the Guru’s grace they eventually succeeded in reaching the goal.  Says the Shruti…

‘Te Dhyana–Yoganugatha Apashyana Devatma – Shakthim Swa–Gunairnighoodam”

Seated firmly in meditation they saw the Deva – Atma – Shakthi, which had so long remained within them hidden by the ‘gunas’.  They realized then that it was the one who was the root cause of all that they were intensely searching and querying about.  They contacted Divinity only after rising above gunas which kept the truth hidden from their view.  Silence and Meditation formed important aspects of Sadhana.  Much more than this was the grace of their Guru at whose lotus feet they had surrendered themselves.

Times have changed.  The time and conveniences for solitary pursuit of Reality in the forest retreats are not available to the man of the modern age.  But, the Supreme Parashakti, has incarnated Herself in the person of our beloved Divine Mother Sree Rama Devi, taking the role of a world Teacher.  It is an extremely fortunate event for rejoicing that we meet together at the lotus feet of the Vishwamatha and Sadguru who is in Her illimitable mercy guiding us on the right path, by initiating us into the hidden mysteries.  Her methods are unique.  There has been no instance in the recorded history of the past and present, of the great Parashakthi having come down to this planet of ours.  Nor is there another instance of a personage, however great he may be, of having imparted Brahma Vidya on such mass scale as she has done.  The greatest of teachers in the past at the best, gave it to the selected few after great consideration.

It is to such a power that on bended knees all aspirants pray and invoke though it is invisible. Who but She and She alone has the power to do so.  The treasure She gives is priceless, yet unhesitatingly She bestowes it on us and on everyone who asks for it, and what is more She is again ready with Her gift for the next person who will come for it.  Remember in this context, Mantra is herself.  Does She not by this action fully illustrate the meaning of the Shanthi Mantra “Poornamadah Poornamidam Poornath Poornamudaschyathe Poornasya Poornamadaya Poornameva – avashishyathe;”?  This we chant in our weekly Bhajan gatherings.  Only one with infinite capacity can gift Infinity and yet the remainder will be Infinite.  What a grand situation and opportunity for those who perceive this presence of the Infinite before them!!!

By dint of sadhana, and the kind good graces of Divine Mother, the Parashakthi, may we fit ourselves to deserve to know the secret and the highest knowledge.

– Sri. B. V. RAO.

The search for the Unknown has existed from time immemorial in our ancient land Ajanabha–varaha; which later came to be known as Bharatha–varsha, and in our own times as India. It has been the usual practice of such aspirants in search of the Unknown to assemble together in retreats far away from the maddening crowds at the feet of a Sadguru. With his help, as well as constant discussions amongst themselves they tried to reach their goal. The Guru usually was a Dharma–megha, a Shrotriya, and a Brahma–nishta. He imparted his experience, gave the necessary guidance and watched their progress. In such good company and environment of Satsangha, the group developed spiritual consciousness.

Shravana was followed by the practice of Manana, and Nidhidhyasana. The aspirants after many years of sadhana eventually attained the goal which is Brahma–hood. For, it is stated, Brahmavid Brahmaiva Bhavathi.

The aspirants used to address the Guru “O Venerated one, the Vedas declare Brahman is this Universe as well as its cause. Who is this Brahman? How did we come into this existence? What is the foundation of life on earth? How can we attain the fullness in life? Who planned this universe which functions with precision and perfect regularity? Who really maintains the balanced condition which we witness? What is the substratum in which we live, move and have our being? O Master, we have searched all shastras and the Vedas but get no convincing answer. Diverse accounts are given therein. Some say that what we see as creation is governed by time and space. Others say that the seed determines the tree and the fruit. That is the swabhavashakthi in the seed that determines its development and dissolution. Some talk of karma as the root cause of the existence of different species as well as individuals. Others again attribute creation to the five great elements. Some others declare that the Jivatma is the cause of the universe. So we are confused and really wish to learn through your grace the knowledge that removes our ignorance (Avidya) O’ kindness personified, teach us, we prostrate before you in all sincerity.”

The Sadguru, an ocean of kindness, told them “Mounam is Brahman” i.e., in the depth of silence they would find the answer for their queries. Everything emanates from Brahman. One should seek him in meditation.” He very graciously instructed them according to each person’s capacity and level of understanding through proper initiation. For, initiation is the light that lights the wick in an unlighted lamp. Even though it may be full of excellent oil or ghee, with a good wick alone it cannot light itself to illuminate everything else around and itself either. So the need for another lit lamp to give it the necessary life–start. Thereafter with concentrated effort they steadily turned their minds from the outward to the inward. The extroverts became introverts. By sustained meditation and with the Guru’s grace they eventually succeeded in reaching the goal. Says the Shruti…

‘Te Dhyana–Yoganugatha Apashyana Devatma – Shakthim

Swa–Gunairnighoodam”

Seated firmly in meditation they saw the Deva – Atma – Shakthi, which had so long remained within them hidden by the ‘gunas’. They realized then that it was the one who was the root cause of all that they were intensely searching and querying about. They contacted Divinity only after rising above gunas which kept the truth hidden from their view. Silence and Meditation formed important aspects of Sadhana. Much more than this was the grace of their Guru at whose lotus feet they had surrendered themselves.

Times have changed. The time and conveniences for solitary pursuit of Reality in the forest retreats are not available to the man of the modern age. But, the Supreme Parashakti, has incarnated Herself in the person of our beloved Divine Mother Sree Rama Devi, taking the role of a world Teacher. It is an extremely fortunate event for rejoicing that we meet together at the lotus feet of the Vishwamatha and Sadguru who is in Her illimitable mercy guiding us on the right path, by initiating us into the hidden mysteries. Her methods are unique. There has been no instance in the recorded history of the past and present, of the great Parashakthi having come down to this planet of ours. Nor is there another instance of a personage, however great he may be, of having imparted Brahma Vidya on such mass scale as she has done. The greatest of teachers in the past at the best, gave it to the selected few after great consideration.

It is to such a power that on bended knees all aspirants pray and invoke though it is invisible. Who but She and She alone has the power to do so. The treasure She gives is priceless, yet unhesitatingly She bestowes it on us and on everyone who asks for it, and what is more She is again ready with Her gift for the next person who will come for it. Remember in this context, Mantra is herself. Does She not by this action fully illustrate the meaning of the Shanthi Mantra “Poornamadah Poornamidam Poornath Poornamudaschyathe Poornasya Poornamadaya Poornameva – avashishyathe;”? This we chant in our weekly Bhajan gatherings. Only one with infinite capacity can gift Infinity and yet the remainder will be Infinite. What a grand situation and opportunity for those who perceive this presence of the Infinite before them!!!

By dint of sadhana, and the kind good graces of Divine Mother, the Parashakthi, may we fit ourselves to deserve to know the secret and the highest knowledge.

The easiest path to attain our Aspiration

Sunday, May 16th, 2010

For us Hindus, Moksha deliverance from Ajnana, (ignorance) has been the only highest aspiration for millennium.  Thinkers past and present have held that as the supreme goal one should aspire to reach in this very life itself.  The prescribed path is to approach a truly Brahmanishta Shrothriya Guru, with the age–old practice of holding ‘samidhas’ in both hands as an offering and to obtain his kind grace for being initiated by him on the path to attain the goal.  Every one of the Rishis and shastras affirm that the goal is reached when the initiate himself becomes Brahman.  For Brahma-vid Brahmaiva Bhavathi’ says shruthi.

It is our good fortune that our Guru is Parashakthi incarnate.  There is none higher than Parashakthi.  For these two reasons quite much more is expected of us.  Firstly our life has to be set to a key of the Model Grihastha, so that those who see us and our mode of living would be spreading the most high principle taught us by the Divine Mother Sree Rama Devi and be spreading among mankind Her Glory on the Universal basis.

The mode of life prescribed is simple living and high thinking practiced intensely in the service of Divine Mother which is true service to humanity that will bring ideal Peace all around.  So long as our faith is firm this is easy enough.  Yet it becomes necessary to very carefully examine every action we perform meticulously, to get to the roots by the process of intelligent logical enquiry without allowing the faith to become credulity.  Scripture declares the Truth and Philosophy argues out the same.  Even then God is not comprehended easily at all times, though he is so closely hidden in the darkest caves of our own hearts in everyone of us, because he is not apparent unless we seek him deep down in ourselves.  The fact that our Divine Mother Herself is the manifestation of Parabrahma is forgotten because of the Avidya Avarana.  Therefore it is that the holy upadesha that we got from Her has to be constantly reflected and meditated upon before the God-vision becomes permanent.  Deep reflection has to be followed by meditation and contemplation until we grasp the reality within us and life is recreated.

Worship is an aid to contemplation.  In worship there is the worshipper and the worshipped also.  The worshipped is the Divine Mother, the Parabrahman in form.  This form in the course of worship is transcended into the Formless, when the trio worshipped, worshipper, and worship merge into the one and there is no separateness experienced.  At such times one feels the stillness, a calmness without ripples of mind waves or any kind of thoughts.

Meditation is not an argument; it is just holding oneself steadily face to face with truth.  All our energies are focused on the goal and every other thought excluded.  The idea meditated upon is allowed to expand and grow; all distracting ideas, disturbing influences retire to the background and one continuous thought alone flows viz:- the thought of the Guru.  This is called ‘Nidhi Dhyasana’ and is described as Ekaartha Vritti Pravaaham’.  Every aspirant therefore must have his Guru.

The Guru teaches about the Truth upto a certain point after which the individual should assimilate the Truth conveyed by his own personal effort through self-discipline, which makes the union with the Parabrahman permanent and everlasting.  The self-discipline, meditation, and self-effort are called by the name yoga.

It is stated in the Shvetashwataara Upanishad and elsewhere that when the awakening takes place scripture no longer is necessary for the awakened person and therefore may be discarded, just as when after the threshing the grain is collected and the chaff discarded, or after eating dinner the leaf on which the dinner was served is thrown away, meaning thereby that once ‘Anubhavam’ is got, scriptures which were necessary as the preparing ground for obtaining that experience are no longer wanted by the person.  This no doubt is true but is a partial fact.  For one does not throw away the baby from the wash basin along with the water that bathed it clean, a lurking danger that exists when thinking ceases and action is likely to become routine liable to error creep and thus land one into  a dangerous situation unwillingly.  Therefore almost all the great and wise teachers have cautioned and laid stress on worship even after one has become a Muktha.  For the sake of himself as well as for lokasangraha even after the final Beatitude is obtained one should continue Upasana i.e. worship, and Swaadhyaya i.e. study of the holy scriptures.  Otherwise there is always a possible danger of one slipping into the abysmal depths of ignorance as many unfortunates have in the past.  That is why the great Achaaryaas of yore, who have spoken highly of Atma Pooja have themselves composed stotraas and worshipped images of deities in different forms not withstanding their firm belief in the Adwaitha which they preached in all its serious aspects to their own immediate disciples.  They have stated that gods like Indra become very jealous of mankind that try to obtain Brahma knowledge and throw in the path of such aspirants obstacles to divert them from their aspirations.  The case of Vishwamitra’s tapas being rendered useless is a well-known instance.  Thus it is that Upasana should not be given up even after final Beatitude has been attained lest in the maayic world one slides down into Avidya, and Vismriti caves into him enveloping him into deep forgetfulness.  It is at such a juncture that the all-kind and gracious Sadguru comes to the aid of the disciple to save him.  It is precisely for this reason one should have a Sadguru and not depend on his own capabilities, for learning by trial and error is a costly affair when one can get easily all the care from the teacher.  As far as we are concerned we are fortunate in as much as our Divine Mother looks after us every second wherever we are.  She has advised us to perform Bhajan, read scripture, practice meditation, to worship daily, contemplate at all times so that the continuous flow of Ekaagratha is not lost sight off.  By these everyone who has come to the sacred feet of Divine Mother must reap the richest reward viz:-attain Poornathwa.

The whole process by which Atma Saakshaatkaara is got is somewhat like that of seeing the expressions on one’s own face by watching the image in a plane mirror. One cannot get the idea of the face he possesses unless he looks in good light into a reflecting surface like water which is still or a plain mirror which is clean.  The source of bright light may be the Sun or a lamp.  When he is at a correct distance from the mirror one gets the best glimpse of his face though it is laterally inverted i.e. a reversed image is what one sees.  The impression is good enough but not exact, yet that is how others see him.  The Guru is the source of light, the sun.  the mirror is the mind of the aspirant that has to be calmed or stilled and kept free from ripples or violent, turbulences, or agitations, which is achieved by the practice of the methods prescribed by the Guru outlined earlier, i.e.Bhajan, worship, reading of scriptures, meditation etc.  For us the object of worship is the Divine Mother or Her images or Pictures taken on different momentous occasions. Her declarations and letters to devotees as well as disciples are our scriptures that should be studied assiduously, and meditation prescribed is the rule.  Her leelas which are manifold have besides a normal simple meaning, a profound adwaitic significance that needs to be discovered and explained to our fellow travelers.  The recent messages and declarations of Divine Mother published in Dharmadesam, and the letters that have appeared in print in the publication  — ‘Path to Beatific Peace’ need the most careful study for such of those who cannot follow English easily proper renderings in our own languages like Marathi, Kannada, Malayalam etc., are the immediate need.  Group study and discussions in mandalies on topics contained therein would be extremely profitable, for they contain the cream of Her declarations and pronouncements full of lofty enriching enlightenment. Are they not shruti, for they are words emanating from the ‘mukha-padma’ of our Divine Mother, the Parashakthi Herself?  In these days when Dharma has to be salvaged not only in Bharat but the whole world has to be saved from the chaos, it is our first duty to master Her techniques which she has given us and be ‘best equipped to be the instruments that can carry Her advice to those who are groping for light and guidance in the vast world around us.  We should lead them to the sacred feet of Divine Mother.  Let the whole of humanity look up and come to Her sacred presence and get their shares of the ever flowing boundless Grace is my fervent prayer.

– Basroor Venugopal Rao

The Awakening and thereafter

Sunday, May 9th, 2010

It was 27th day of February 1949.  Casually and nonchalantly, I sauntered into the platform at the Victoria Terminus, Bombay, from which a train was due to leave for Madras in a few minutes.  I saw at some distance a couple surrounded by a large gathering of admirers who had come to see them off by this train to Madras.  They attracted my attention, One smiling look from that august lady and her husband, who were looking now at me mystified me.  My whole frame shook trembling like that of one who had an early morning dip in the Ganges on a wintry day.  I stood rooted to the ground where I was. I was swimming in an ocean of Bliss, and a profound deep peace enveloped my whole being.  Who are these strange Beings that wrought this sudden change in me by a plain smile and a look?  Are they divine beings?  Such was the query I put to myself.

Soon I heard as if that august lady was speaking to me in a whisper, loud enough for me to hear, “Are you Susheela’s Husband?”  The distance between me and them was more than 50 yards.  The noise around made by the crowds of passengers and the porters dragging the iron-wheeled barrows on the stony pavement, made it impossible to whisper from such a long of distance.  Yet the voice was as clear as though it was very near.  I could not explain how the mild and mellow sweet tones of the August lady seemed to me as if whispering from close quarters.  The couple boarded the train and it left.  Yet I stood where I was in a deep reverie guessing who these mysterious couple could be? Then someone tapped me on my shoulder and said it is “Sri Bhagawan and our Divine Mother Sree Rama Devi.”  I did not move from where I was for a long time; tears were trickling down from my eyes out of sheer joy, and that strange voice, “Are you Susheela’s husband?” was again and again reverberating, in my mind.  At last when I woke up from this mood, I felt a sort of a vacuum as though I had lost a huge fortune, and I slowly wended my way homewards.  At regular intervals, I heard the vibrant words repeated in my mind, “Are you Susheela’s husband?”  What is the meaning of this I pondered?

Reflecting on that voice which rang in my mind now and again, I soon realized how deftly and in a split-second Divine Mother had subjugated my pride and transformed me without hurting my ego in the least, for, implied in Her query were embedded: “Do you know who Susheela is?  Do you know what Susheela means?  Don’t you think you should deserve to be the lord of such Susheela?  If you have realized by becoming so, you would not only get Himalayan peace and happiness in your own home, but you will by your example help spread My mission all over the world?”  Again and again flashes of thought flitted across my mind’s eye, often making me anxious to identify this divine couple to know more about them and gain first hand experience.

This strong desire of mine was fulfilled in the following year 1950.  Shri Bhagawan with Divine Mother came by boat from Mangalore to Bombay.  It was my good fortune to greet them and receive them on landing at Bombay.  Very soon I had many more opportunities of intimately getting to know Sri Bhagawan at close quarters.  He was a graduate of the University of Madras of good old days and belonged to that older generation whose word and least wishes were commands to those around them.  It was even more so with his own wife.  I soon noticed how very meticulously Divine Mother attended to his requirements.  She administered all his needs scrupulously paying attention to the minutest details.  To Her, pati-dev is God.  She observed the sanatana Nari-dharma very orthodoxly.

Sri Bhagawan and Divine Mother during this visit to Bombay attended a wedding of one of the relations.  They blessed the couple with an advice to become ideal Grihastha-Ashrami couple.  This act of theirs was a departure from the normal, for this was unusual for them to attend any such functions particularly among relatives.  Thus, I had more opportunities of moving closer to Sri Bhagawan and understanding him from personal knowledge.

–          Sri K. G. Prabhu